Mellowing Out

Ice in the bottom drawer under my bed

Melts slowly so it looks like there is a urine stain on the carpet under the bed but not

On the bed

I am

Not on the bed

Any longer I arise I am about

The length of the duration of the moments I perceive as the day and I mill like industrial gears


From time to time I have a friendly conversation

Then the loneliness kills me

I can’t swim in shallow pools

But if I’m a baby

Drown me


You Should Have Showed It

I killed myself.

I am not around any longer.

If you liked me you should have showed it.