I am so fucking restless and antsy. My retard therapist says to do breathing lessons. He doesn’t explain how to slow down enough to do them. I guess that is for me to figure out. He doesn’t even want to own up to the fact that it’s for me to figure out. He just omits […]
Life is so meaningless. I have no one to talk to. It’s not my therapist’s job to talk to me’. He just brushes me off and tells me to do my exercises. He doesn’t care. He’s not professional.
Work went well enough. I got some SOPs out of the way, reading I mean. And a 40-page statistics SOP. I’m surprised it was that easy. Talked to my senior, he’s a good guy. Saw my therapist this morning. It’s always consoling. He gave me some homework, I need to check my messages to remember […]
The chances of me doing anything right now to change my life are slim. I feel super stuck in the same routine and consumption patterns. It’s gross. There’s no breaking out of it. I can’t stand it. I hate my life. There’s no one to talk to about it, either. My doctors don’t respond to […]