Super Chill

Been getting a lot of aggravation from small people for small reasons. Selfish small reasons. I am glad I can forgive others. This seems to be a superpower. Holy hell. Magic. Meeting at work. I think my manager may hate me but eh who cares. She’s a total whore. Senior is also a dumb fuck. […]

What Can Say!

I slept through a large part of the day after we got home from tennis. Nick wouldn’t understand what I’m doing right now. He’d be, think of the viewers, they haven’t caught up yet. Fuck you, man, I have got things to say I’m saying them. Fuck off. Brother middle at the park and vocally […]

Hard to Believe

I been wondering for a while… Maybe I just don’t… I don’t know how you would put it. I do stand up for myself, I’m not a pushover, so what is it? What do I NOT do that is the problem? Or is it actually something I’m doing too much of for once in my […]

And here we rest

My company’s documents department emailed me, to conclude a conversation we were having, saying that I should strive to complete all training as soon as possible, not merely before the deadline. I guess they have their reasons. So that reprioritizes things a bit. I should finish some useless training now instead of working on a […]

How It Go

I feel like I’m filling into my place in life / my life finally. Getting this job meant the world to me. I’m a contractor, so it’s kind of cool, makes me feel cool. Like I’m an adventurer in life, or something. It’s hard to explain but it’s neat for sure. :) And I’m sooo […]

I’m horrified that my psychosis could return at any moment. It’s horrifying. And therefore, I’m not stable, from the tension of not knowing if it’s really gone alone. I’m not stable, I’m not sound, I’m not at peace. Also feeling really guilty at the same time, but fucking people don’t understand that I’m not capable […]

Collective Stupidity: The Non-Simplicity of “Filling Out a Form” for Work

So I’m supposed to be filling out–and let’s get into the nitty gritty of this for once, I want you to see how stupid this all is–a form for my manager. It’s a form. It’s a one page form with a few checkboxes, easy enough, saying I don’t want, among two other options, the Hepatitis […]

Stasis Trap

CONTENT WARNING: Hate speech.


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